Now I
am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.
Vishnu
in the Bhagavad-Gita
His
breathing deepened as he became immersed deeper into the dream. The plaza
extended below his perch high above and the crowd was beginning to mingle. Over
to the side the TV cameras were getting set up on their tripods for
broadcasting the speech. It was a perfect sky, only a few puffy clouds were
marring the bright blue sky.
I check the magazine and slide it into
place until I hear the satisfactory click that tells me it’s locked in place. Shoving
the bolt home I pull it back out a nudge to make sure a round is in the chamber
and that it’s ready. Sighting down the barrel I make sure I have clear sight of
the grandstand. There's the limousine coming up the street now! Only a few
minutes more and I’ll be able to take him out and finish up this job! Know he isn’t
expecting anything to happen here. Boy am I ever going to change his mind!
Damn, there's a slight air movement coming from
my left that I’ll need to take that into consideration and adjust my aim
accordingly. Just nudge the muzzle a little to the left and it should
compensate for the windage. When you’re 1,500 meters away it’s so damned easy
to miss the shot. I’ve never missed before but there’s always a first time for
everything I guess. But I’m not going to miss this one…
Don’t hurry, never hurry! Remember, squeeze
the trigger slowly and try not to jerk the weapon. Come on, control your
breathing John. Ah, there he is now getting out of the car! Time to make sure
I’m absolutely 100% ready. The stock feels good seated against my shoulder. He's
walking to the podium now with his speech in hand. Oh yes! I need to let him
get a few minutes into his speech. My eyes sweep the audience as I search for
threats, things that might try to stop me but they never will. I’ve double
checked everything. My finger is sitting on the trigger. I’m ready to pull it...
Click!
The disturbing
sound in his ear jerked him out of his dream and he woke up sweating like
always when he had these types of dreams. His heart palpitated within his chest
as the sound filled his ears. It was sometimes much worse when his dreams took
him back to what had happened back in Afghanistan during the war. So many
targets were sighted and so many were killed. Unfortunately, he would be
revisited by those he was ordered to kill despite his seeing the Army Psychiatrists.
I wonder when the ghosts will go away for
good. I’m so tired of them sharing my life.
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